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Post by Deleted on Jan 21, 2014 22:25:06 GMT
She was always very careful about these things. To her, seeing a therapist was ultimately a sign of complete weakness however she had promised her brother she would at least make an attempt to get some kind of help for whatever 'childhood issues' she apparently had repressed. People didn't need to know that she was there.
"I sit in the chair and tell you about my supposed problems, yes?" Courtney asked, her clear distaste for the fact that she was even in the room was obvious in her tone. There was nothing wrong with her. Sure her childhood hadn't been the greatest but she didn't care. She'd cut it aside and she'd moved on and she didn't need a shrink to tell her that. | [attr="class","ssslip"] [attr="class","tttrepid"]@genesis |
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Post by Deleted on Jan 23, 2014 1:17:06 GMT
The moment her current client opened her mouth, Gen knew this was going to be a difficult session. People who didn't want to be here were the worst to deal with. They adamantly said I don't need help! Not me! The others do, but not me. That always ended up backfiring.
"Something like that," she said, sitting back with her notepad and pen. The client — Courtney Blake — had already gone through all of the prescreening tests, so she didn't need to ask any questions about that. All of the information was right here, and she'd read it before meeting up with Ms. Blake.
"It says here that you're here to talk about childhood issues," she explained. "So why don't we start with you telling me what you remember from your childhood?"
Gen could only help people who wanted to be helped, after all.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 23, 2014 22:03:04 GMT
"I don't have any issues with my childhood. My brother believes I have them," the blonde corrected, smoothing out her hair as she sat down, her eyes focused in an unimpressed stare at the other woman. It seemed to work in most other situations, maybe it might just get her out of this. "It was shitty. I moved on."
The first thing she remembered from her childhood? "My father dying," she replied, tone cold and detached. It wasn't that she wasn't fond of her father, no she had thought the world of the man. She wasn't exactly fond about talking about his death. "My mother turned to drink soon after. It probably isn't my first memory, it's the most distinct one though." She'd play the game. | [attr="class","ssslip"] [attr="class","tttrepid"]@genesis |
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Post by Deleted on Feb 1, 2014 1:40:15 GMT
Genesis listened with detached interest as the woman regaled her childhood. As suspected, it was nothing happy, and though the woman claimed she had no problems it was clear that something was amiss. Death in the family at a young age never really went over well with anyone. Death in general was hard to cope with.
Pushing the thoughts of her own family out of her head, she focused on her client. They still had quite a bit of time to go in this session and Gen needed to get this woman to talk more so she wouldn't have to charge her for a full session if they only talked for fifteen minutes.
"Was was your mother like?" she ventured, pen poised on the paper as she waited for Courtney to talk again, prepared to jot down noteworthy things as the other relived her past.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 1, 2014 23:17:50 GMT
"My mother?" she repeated, her lips piercing together as she tried to find exactly the right phrase to describe the woman. Most likely it would be something to do with how much she hated her, how life would have been a whole lot easier if the woman she had the misfortune of sharing part of her DNA with had managed to keep it together and be there for her children. She didn't have issues with her childhood, all her issues were with the bag of flesh and bones that kept trying to worm her way back into her life, begging for forgiveness that Courtney wasn't willing to give.
"A train wreck." It was the only set of words that seemed to sum her up perfectly. It's what she was, Courtney would know. "She constantly smelt of alcohol, it became so common that it never seemed to bother me. By the time I was sixteen I was actually having to go out to bring her home." And those were always fun times. The only times her mother actually said that she loved her was when she was off her face and then later came the arguments. When they got back they always happened.
"Then she decided to get help but it was too late, I didn't want to know her after some of the stuff she'd done. A couple of months later she came back with my step father announcing she was moving in with him and that was it; sad to say I always preferred him over her." She preferred anyone over her own birth mother. | [attr="class","ssslip"] [attr="class","tttrepid"]@genesis |
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Post by Deleted on Feb 4, 2014 2:28:19 GMT
Genesis listened as the woman spoke, jotting things down on the paper as she did, though she maintained eye contact and nodded a bit when the conversation deemed necessary. It really was an unhappy tale; while Gen hated her circus upbringing, it was times like these that kept her grounded and reminded her that things can always be worse.
But things can always get better, of course. If she didn't believe that with her entire being, she wouldn't be in this profession after all.
Crossing her legs and resting the notepad on her raised thigh, she set the pen down and thought for a moment. There was no real easy way to say this, but Gen had never really been one to be overly tactful. Some people just needed to hear something straight out.
"Well, from what you told me, it appears that you do have some issues with your childhood and teenage years," she explained, looking at Courtney from across the room, eyes firm yet understanding as they could be. "I am getting quite a bit of anger from your description of your mother, and for good reason, it seems."
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Post by Deleted on Feb 15, 2014 22:48:17 GMT
"It's not an issue. It was a shit life but I grew up, I left it behind and I moved on didn't I?" She moved on, albeit on the backs of other people's work but that was just the way life worked wasn't it? If she didn't have to do it then she wouldn't have, but the rest of her work was built off her own back, she'd worked hard at everything and she'd done it all for herself. A bit of anger. "No. I have a lot of anger directed at her. I have I mean, I had a lot of anger directed at her." She had, she didn't anymore. In all honesty, she didn't even care about her anymore. She wasn't even in contact with her anymore, she ignored all her calls and the only way she found out about how she was doing was through her brother. That was only when he told her, she never asked.She didn't even invite her to her wedding for crying out loud. | [attr="class","ssslip"] [attr="class","tttrepid"]@genesis |
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Post by Deleted on Feb 19, 2014 4:59:30 GMT
Her client was getting agitated. Best to move on to a different subject for now, because when someone is angry they aren't about to dig deeper to figure out the issues that are making them angry. A little fun tidbit of human psychology, of course, that just made Gen's job that much harder.
"You mentioned your brother," she said, tapping the tip of her pen against the page a few times, searching for what she'd ask about the brother. Hopefully that was a positive thing that Courtney could focus on for the time being so she wouldn't get too upset.
Leaning back, she tucked her hair behind her back. "Why don't you tell me a little more about him, next?" she asked, waiting.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 21, 2014 0:14:25 GMT
"My brother?" she replied, biting on her lip slightly, wondering where to begin. That was a subject she felt comfortable talking about, she loved her brother dearly and the relationship that they had was a lot better than the one she had with the rest of her blood relatives. "I pretty much raised him so we are very good, with an absent mother I had to didn't I?"
"I spoil his kids, doubt I'm going to have any of my own so I spoil his instead," she added with a smile. She didn't have the time or anyone to settle down with to raise a child, her work made her too busy and she was selfish enough to decide that she wouldn't be able to give up everything she had worked for for a child.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 25, 2014 1:50:46 GMT
Seeing Courtney smile was a happy change. As aloof and uninterested as Gen could seem, she actually was happy when her clients were happy. It wasn't that she really showed it much, but it was a truth. The smallest of smiles perked on her lips when she started to talk about her brother's kids. In a way, she thought of Sycamore.
It seemed like she was very similar to Courtney. Unhappy with her parents and devoted to her younger brother. Granted, her own parents hadn't been horrible like Courtney's, but she felt a bit of a bond. It helped her understand the situation better and be able to sympathize more.
"How many children does your brother have?" she asked, hoping to delve into happier thoughts. "What are they like?"
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Post by Deleted on Mar 9, 2014 19:48:36 GMT
"Two," she replied with a smile. Courtney doted on them of course, to the point where he often told her not to but she had never been one to take orders from her little brother. She'd raised him after all, he was in no position to lecture her on what she could and couldn't do, if she wanted to hype his kids up on sugar before taking them home, nobody could stop her.
"They are good kids. I don't think I'm ever going to have my own so I treat them like they were mine," Courtney added. They were flesh and blood after all, plus she was too busy to bring up a kid at the minute. She couldn't afford to take time out now that she'd gotten this far. "Plus I just get to be the cool aunt, so I skip the tantrums and stuff," that was always a plus. | [attr="class","ssslip"] [attr="class","tttrepid"]@genesis |
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Post by Deleted on Mar 15, 2014 14:38:47 GMT
Gen was relieved that they had gotten on to a happier topic. While the point of therapy was to face your past and go beyond your issues and learn to heal, that couldn't be done immediately. She needed to get to know Courtney better, and one way to get her to be more willing to talk was talking about happier memories.
"It seems like you've got a good relationship with your brother and his children," she said, glancing up from her notes to look at Courtney while she spoke. Gen herself had never had much in the way of extended family, but it seemed like a nice thing to have.
"But why don't you think you'll have your own children one day?" While this might not be a happy topic like the last one, she was curious as to why Courtney brought that up twice. It must have been something in the front of her mind for her to mention it more than once, and Gen was going to figure out why.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 23, 2014 22:18:17 GMT
"Of course, he's the only family I care to publicize that I'm related to," she replied. Honestly, throughout her election campaign she had made sure to flaunt her marital family rather than her biological one. After all, the Hurst's had a lot of connections; they were well known and powerful, they helped her get this far and they weren't some alcoholic idiots that thought a few apologies could make up for everything.
Why did she think she'd get her own kids? "Obvious reasons. I'm too busy, I work to hard, I'm not ready to give up my career for kids. Plus, I don't actually have anyone to have these children with," Courtney explained. She'd worked hard to get where she was, she didn't want to give anything up.
"I don't want to be my mother. I had this dream where I'd have a big family and I'd give them all a better childhood than I had but ... with the career I have I'd probably end up neglecting them. Besides, I'm currently finishing a messy divorce so I'm not really ready to settle down with anyone."
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Post by Deleted on Mar 24, 2014 7:07:55 GMT
"Rambling is good," she nodded, finishing up writing a few more things on to her notepad. The more her clients talked, the better, because that meant they were getting somewhere. It also meant that Courtney was clearly getting a bit more comfortable around her, because she was willing to go on such a tangent.
It was even better that Courtney was talking about her dreams. That was definitely a good sign, a sign she could work with.
"Well, there's always time in the future to realize that dream," she suggested. "It's impossible to know what the future will bring." Normally Gen wouldn't push such a thing, but if Courtney wanted this dream at one point, she wanted it, and no amount of work or responsibilities was going to change that.
"Plus, people rarely do end up like their parents as long as they keep those feelings at the front of their mind," she said, thoughts wandering back to her own mother.
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2014 21:40:30 GMT
"Really? I find it detracts from the point," the blonde replied with a shrug. In her line of work it was anyway, rambling implied you didn't know what you were talking about and you were stalling, It impled dishonesty and that was the last thing you needed to be accused of when you were in government and controlling the country.
She supposed Genesis was right, people were having kids later because of work and things like that, but she just didn't feel like it was possible. There was no stable relationship in the cards, she could always adopt but she wanted her kid to be hers. It seemed stupid but ...
"Well that makes me feel a lot better," Courtney remarked with a grin. Well if a professional told her that ... "I'll try and repress it then."
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